Sunny as Saturday was but mostly cloudy, I wasn’t much outside. The plan was to get some boring things done that really need doing but for which I have lost all motivation.
So, I’m seated here after midnight with all the work still to do. However, I will not start now. Instead, I’m off to sleep and then to dream.
When I wake up I really have to get my sh*t together, or there will be hell to pay later.
At least my worried mood from a few days ago has vanished. I got some help to get my brain back on track and for that I’m happy.
The struggle to keep my self in order is not easy and it takes a lot of energy away from me. Energy I could make better use of.
Friday night was a fun time though. I got to forget about all the problems and enjoy a few hours of good fun and laughter among other things.
I slept very well after that. All the way to the afternoon. Then I woke up with the energy I lacked the day before, but I didn’t put it to good use. I daydreamed the afternoon away all the way into the night, and here I am.
Some part of me tells me I might never finish this post. With all the distractions of late.
Anyway, I no longer remember where i was going with this so I might just stop right here and let my clever readers figure out the rest.