Happy New Year!
At least I hope 2017 will be better for everyone. For the world. For humanity. This blog will continue. During 2017 it will celebrate 12 years of being around. I hope I will be able to update it a bit more often this year.
My New Year celebration was quiet because I have a cold and a headache and have spent a week more or less sleeping and/or resting in bed. Tonight I start to feel slightly better but mostly I feel tired. I’m recovering though.
When I look back on 2016 I don’t see a lot of things to remember. Only a few happy moments, and a lot of sad news from around the world.
One good thing in my life was that I got out of the bankruptcy I had been in for almost 6 years.
I also made some changes in my life for the better in the long run.
Goodbye to 2015.
What a year, If I had known this time last year what 2015 would be like, I would have stopped time one minute before midnight and let 2014 repeat itself.
My 2015 started with serious suicide thoughts and a depression that needed medical attention. After that long struggle through the Winter, Spring and Summer I had my 48th birthday in September and started to have some hope of a better end to the year.
As soon as I started to think that things could start to be better, however, the next blow came around.
In October my dear mother suffered a major brain hemorrhage she couldn’t recover from and passed away after spending a week at the hospital.
Suddenly my whole life turned upside down and inside out. I’m still trying to get myself back to working order. I know it happened, but at times it all still feels unreal. Like a long dream I’m waiting to wake up from.
I spent Christmas with one of my cousins and her family and other relatives. Not being alone on Christmas eve was nice. But it didn’t really feel like Christmas. I don’t think Christmas will ever be the same as it was before.
On the employment front there is not much to tell. I’m still looking for work.
The examination to determine my possible neuropsychiatric disorder will start soon and when that is all over and done, I hope I will be able to get some more help and support in order to find some work and to sort out my life.
I still hope 2016 will be a better year and the start of a happier life for me.
Happy New Year, readers! May 2016 be a wonderful year for all of us!
ABBA – Happy New Year
Perhaps a little early to post this but I might forget it later on today so I thought it best to do it now.
As usual I find out after posting that these videos are blocked from viewing outside of the YouTube website. At least they are when I try to view them. This is slightly annoying but all you have to do is to click the links and go to YouTube to watch instead.