Hi, I’m back again. Third time today. Too much too soon.
I have to do something but I don’t know if I should. To be honest I don’t know if it will help or just make matters worse. Last thing I want to do is make mistakes based on misunderstandings. Yet, I can’t shake the feeling that I should do something. I just don’t know what. And I’m afraid that doing nothing will be wrong somehow too. Anyway, this is not a good day. I feel bad and I’ve got pains and I worry too much. Not even music seems to help calm my nerves. I think I will sleep early and hope tomorrow will bring me some idea of what to do. Right now I’m too nervous.