Have to start making sense. Too long I’ve been spending my time writing texts that make no sense at all. There was a time when I could make sense. It seems to be long gone. Lately I’m lost in a lot of dreams about something that seems to be so out of reach that I would be better off not even dreaming of it. However without dreams I’m nothing. What’s left is a life of being alive but not living. Doesn’t make sense. I give up.