It only gives you a headache.
Right. What was I thinking…I wasn’t thinking at all.
Ok, I’ve got nothing new to offer so this will be a short post.
Life goes on.
Not much to add to that statement. Except maybe this:
Life goes on – without me. I’m still at the station watching the train leave.
Nothing new. I know. Also know that this doesn’t make any sense. Still I do it. One could ask why. One could wonder if I have lost my mind.
Maybe I have. Lost it a long time ago. Never missed it much.
These days of missing people have been very dull. I have no idea what to do with my time. Nobody is around anymore. Almost nobody. I’m starting to worry if I’ve done something wrong. Whenever I have a chance I always blame myself even when I should know better. Guess it boils down to the same old insecurity I’ve always felt.
I’m useless. That I have known a long time. Still I do try to make myself useful but I don’t often succeed. Sometimes I think I do, though. At those times I feel good, even great. Then I sit around and wonder where they went. Into outer space I guess.
Ok. I’m done for today.
Will be back another day.