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Mardi Gras

Three months

Three months without a single word of news. Watched a live concert with the The Ark online this weekend and thought of how it was you who introduced me to their music even though they are a Swedish band. Must be more than six years ago by now. Those were the days. How lucky  I was to have a friend like you for all this time. I didn’t really know it then but I know it now when I miss having you to turn to for support and advice. But not only for that – always had a lot of fun talking to you, lots of laughs. Still hope to have good news from you eventually.

These days one of my new friends reminds me of you in many ways while still being a completely unique individual. To talk to her is also a lot of fun and knowing her means a lot to me. Although I will probably not realize exactly how much until it’s too late. As it seems to be the story of my life to not grasp the magnitude of things until it’s too late. However right now I am happy for what it is and all that happens.

Peace.

Bedtime Monday

A new week

Hello,

I’m starting a new week of blog posts with this short one informing you  - my dear readers – that I am going to be writing some longer posts in the near future. This afternoon at the office I had an idea for what to write next. It will be about a topic I haven’t written about for some years so I hope you will all like it.

Spring?

“Blue Moon Revisited”

Cowboy Junkies – Blue Moon Revisited

Used to listen to Cowboy Junkies a lot during the 1990′s. Still return to their music from time to time.  This one I happened to think of today cause I’m feeling kind of blue and alone.

Cowboy Junkies – Sun Comes Up, It’s Tuesday Morning

Apology

I’m sorry. There have been many strange posts by me lately. Depressing statements about my life and my thoughts and feelings. It might seem like I have no life and no fun at all. That’s not true. My year has been bad in many ways but also had many good and fun moments here and there. I’ve seen many nice people, gotten to know a few and enjoyed the company of my old friends as well. Last few weeks have been filled with a lot of activity and learning that has been interesting but also a lot of hard work and stress. Due to that and not being able to spend as much time with certain friends as before has made me somewhat depressed at times. For this I apologize.

Dinner

Tuesday morning

Woke up early. Still waiting for a phone call. Will be looking for work and do the usual chores today while I wait.

My Monday was ok in the end. I had a chat with my old friend and it managed to cheer both of us up. Then I listened to some music and hung around twitter until I crashed into bed around midnight. Also had some other news that helped my mood.

Today I feel ready to go on. Still not over my disappointment at my bad luck but getting there. All I can do is accept it and move on.

Peace.