and rain. Lots of rain. Still hot. Still sunny. But first rain, thunder and bolts of lightning. Interesting day. Friday it is even. Another Friday. A month of Fridays. Or at least a month of days. Nothing much happening on the work front. Still searching, still looking, still no result. On the home front – the heat makes me lazy. I spend time online, in some chatrooms. One of them is really nice lately and the people there have fun. I am glad to have been directed to that place, because it helps to keep me smiling and not to think of my problems every day, every moment. I sorted through my dvd collection yesterday, trying to decide which ones to sell and which to keep. There are too many so I must sell some of them, or a lot of them. I will be starting that as soon as possible. Same goes for finishing my studies for learning to drive. I am just taking too much time getting it done. But I feel I need time to do it right.
I have been neglecting my old friend again, which is not what I like to do, but I find it impossible to be there when I feel very unhappy with my life. I don’t wish to only show up when I have problems and feel low. I want to be around when I am happy and be able to share some joy instead.
Strange, isn’t it ?
