just a little.
I haven’t got a clue what to write. Last few weeks I have been feeling like a stupid idiot and been very depressed. There are people I should show that I care about and people I should be nicer to, but all I manage to do is to alienate them all. So I guess this is another of the many I feel sorry for myself posts. But in fact I’m not sorry for me, I sorry for the people I let down. They don’t deserve it, and I am not doing it because I like it or want to hurt them, but the result is the same anyway. Sorry. Not very good to always talk about how stupid I feel but I can’t seem to stop doing it. Same as when the weather is nice I should just enjoy it but no, I can’t. Guess it is better to stop here now.
