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Archive for April, 2006

Yes, I am still alive

Posted in Random notes, friendship on April 20, 2006 | Leave a Comment »

…and I intend to stay alive a while yet.
Last few weeks have been a good deal of heaven and hell, mostly hell. I haven’t gotten past it yet. I can’t get it through my head that my best friend is lost due to my actions, or lack of actions or both. I feel like my [...]

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I’ll survive

Posted in Personal stuff on April 9, 2006 | Leave a Comment »

…just can’t help to feel that things are slipping through my fingers, can’t hold on no matter what. But it isn’t really fair to say that I do all I can. Sometimes I do all I can to let things slip away, people too for that matter.
It is like I don’t care and yet I [...]

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Two hearts were one too many…

Posted in Personal stuff, friendship on April 9, 2006 | Leave a Comment »

…it’s true it’s more than a rumour…
I find it hard to say, but I will miss you.
When I look out my window I see the sun set on you and me.

Everything were only empty words, no tears will make them heavier.
Don’t hang around here anymore
If you’re looking for sympathy – go somewhere else.
Two hearts [...]

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I’m sleeping

Posted in Chat sites, Movies, Personal stuff, friendship on April 5, 2006 | Leave a Comment »

I’m sleeping… but not enough .Average is 4 or 5 hours a night. Not good. Must change. Can’t change. Everything happens at night. If I sleep I miss it, if I’m awake I’m not missed. Well I don’t know.
Last days have been very strange. I meet a person and it turns out they may not [...]

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April come she will…

Posted in Random notes on April 2, 2006 | Leave a Comment »

… and she came with snow.
Ok another month started. Winter is still holding on even if spring is knocking on the door and wanting to get in.
I’ve had a busy weekend. People to see, things to do. Haven’t had time for this blog much. If anyone is still reading it, I thank you.
Sunday today. Not [...]

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